Have you struggled with an eating disorder?!
"anorexia took its toll on my physical appearance, my hair started to fall, my skin became dry && my nails turned blue" x.x
Ever since, the media influenced me. gawd. Coz' i watched a lot of tyra banks. ftv
america`s next top model. It was around that time I became anorexic.
It was summer vacation.(after 2nd yr) . I was kind of chubby. I knew I had to lose weight.
From 12Op, my weight dropped to 85p. I was really thin. I wouldn`t eat rice-- I ate only Skyflakes.
Then kumaen ako ng pasta lol =|. I felt like I gained sooo much weight.
Anorexia took its toll on my physical appearance-- my hair started to fall, my skin bcame dry, && my nails turned blue. I also didnt get periods.
I was losing weight so quickly that I started to look sick && weak. Of course, my family && friends were worried about me. They wanted me to eat bcoz they knew I was suffering. A friend of mine even got mad at me bcoz i was only eating skyflakes. lol.
I finally realized I needed to change things when i saw my picture. lol (mukang bangkay) hahahah!
I got scared. && i realized what my family && friends knew all along-- that i was toot thin.
Little by little i started eating again :],trying to regain the weight i lost.
Dont rush things :) they will fall into place in time =)
love lots eliz =p :*
XOXO
"anorexia took its toll on my physical appearance, my hair started to fall, my skin became dry && my nails turned blue" x.x
Ever since, the media influenced me. gawd. Coz' i watched a lot of tyra banks. ftv
america`s next top model. It was around that time I became anorexic.
It was summer vacation.(after 2nd yr) . I was kind of chubby. I knew I had to lose weight.
From 12Op, my weight dropped to 85p. I was really thin. I wouldn`t eat rice-- I ate only Skyflakes.
Then kumaen ako ng pasta lol =|. I felt like I gained sooo much weight.
Anorexia took its toll on my physical appearance-- my hair started to fall, my skin bcame dry, && my nails turned blue. I also didnt get periods.
I was losing weight so quickly that I started to look sick && weak. Of course, my family && friends were worried about me. They wanted me to eat bcoz they knew I was suffering. A friend of mine even got mad at me bcoz i was only eating skyflakes. lol.
I finally realized I needed to change things when i saw my picture. lol (mukang bangkay) hahahah!
I got scared. && i realized what my family && friends knew all along-- that i was toot thin.
Little by little i started eating again :],trying to regain the weight i lost.
Dont rush things :) they will fall into place in time =)
love lots eliz =p :*
XOXO
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